I dun like to go on and on abt something if I cant resolve it.
Being conflict-adverse, one entry is enough to tire me and I just wan to focus on getting the job done cos ranting about it within the group spreads seeds of discontent, anger & disunity.
It's just making things worse.

I cherish the bond that the team has built up over the 2 years (1 for me) of practising every week. The bond is even greater when we've to cram 3x a week nearing performances.
And this is the first time we're having so much tension... and for the first time, I'm dreading the one thing I'm looking forward to every week.

I hope S stops her tyrannical ranting. I don't understand why must she get so worked up when (a) she doesn't know what really went on and can only make assumptions, wrong ones at that (b) she's not even involved.

I can't be bothered to justify myself but I will do that to S cos I really treasure our friendship and this is the one thing that is really draining me. And I shall put aside the hurt that she didn't bother to find out what happened on my side before ranting at me. How childish it would be if we allow something like this to spoil what we all worked hard for...

To end on a good note, yesterday's 4 hour prac went faster & better than I expected. M is a quick learner and he got 3/4 of the choreo in his head. Leaves us with the fast salsa and correction of finesse and showmanship. No wonder Z's not worried.

Z's gonna talk to the team tonight abt what LK told him, to quench their need to know what really happened, to stop all the gossip. Not too sure about whether it will uproot those seedlings but... I'm gonna pray about it.

Some quiet time worshipping with the guitar should help. Later.