I have a story to tell.
One I don't even know where to begin.
You have no idea how many times I've visited this space to try to write an entry, only to blog abt a youtube video. How does one illustrate with words what God moved with His hands?
Fine... I did attempt with a planned & heavily-condensed testimony at "谢谢你的爱" cgm a week ago. But that wasn't enough... cos even as I was sharing, that still small voice kept reminding me that things are only just beginning.
Then it struck me at candlelight service last weekend... a melting pot of feelings enveloped me, so suddenly I didnt dare move for fear that they will go away. There was the all too familiar "by faith"-anticipation-of-the-unknown and the "i-dont-even-dare-to-think-about-it, the "but i don't know how!", the "why not"s and the realization of "that can be me".
This year, I didnt fuss with the camera and just stood still. Didnt even bother to sing, just stared at the naked flame in my hand.
I'll try. Be back here again before 2008 ends. Watch this space.