PERSEVERANCE

Lately, whenever anyone (nosy well-meaning relatives esp) ask me how's life, I wish to tell them this:

"Everyday, I'll wake up, knock on doors of grouchy professors, swallow my nervousness, get thrown out of their offices (with smile still intact on my face), swallow my tears, tear my hair off @ office, go back home, gulp down some grub, shower & fall str8 into bed. Everyday for 5 days & then drag myself through work @ home til Sunday & the cycle starts all over again. So, how's your life?"

4 months into this & I'm already wondering how long I'll last in sales.
ll I know is I gotta stick with this, learn whatever I have to learn & trust that the Lord will bring me to another level with those skills. It's not everyday that you can shake your leg @ home for a good 8 weeks & then wham, you get a job thrown at your feet. You want right timing, right season - well, this is it.

I'd have continued & say more; love life, family, friends. But some things are meant not to be blogged. No wait, "repeated" is the word. At the rate how things are going, let's just say that I need all the perseverance I can have. Past the point of tears, wonder what's past this...

Anyway, my bitching isnt the point of me logging in to Blogger... not this time at least. It's what I found at PostSecret last week (regular updates everyweek). It always hurts to see how many ppl actually suffer in silence...

It's even more painful if you see one like the one below & think it may actually be someone you personally know.



Whoever you are, I hope you'll find happiness & peace soon.
You prob wont even read this, but please know that there're ppl praying for you... No, I'm not trying to be a corny goody-two-shoes Christian. (It sucks not knowing how to be sincere without sounding corny)

Hope you'll find the courage to walk away from what's causing you so much pain...

HOWDY all!!! Work has been catching up with me & there's no time for the Internet. My sincere apologies for the lack of updates. It's not that the outings are not impt for blogging... I just have no time!
Will be blogging the pics frm outings soon, so no worries!

Meanwhile...

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

phew... like totally, PHEW!!!

Can afford to put off using anti-aging pdts for now... hope I can say the same for the preparation of my ppt presentation next Mon *crap*

Be right back... after revisional driving lesson on Sunday =)

Cheerios!
BlondieJ