Had this photo up on msn for a while now.

Mayb it's just hormones cant be, it's not that time of the month, mayb it's just cos I finished one paper no, not really, I just cant think of a 2nd reason. Or mayb it's the pervs loitering ard my neighbourhood.

If there's ONE word that'll make me feel really fugly, this takes the cake.

A FRIEND said this on msn 5 mins ago.

{-9-} days to freedom.. says:
eh tis photo like wan seduce ppl
slut factor... 10/10

Ok, now I bet u're all curious abt how slutty I can look.












Ready?




Here.

Name me ONE THING u find slutty in the pic.

I dun get it. Seriously dun get it.

It's NOT FUNNY (no, G, I dun even think it's funny to u. U just said it cos u have nothing better to say & u figured y not whack her w an offensive cos Jean's cool & she'll laugh it off anyway. & yes, I hope u dun mean it when u said it.)

It's F***ING HURTING...... esp when it's said by someone u thot is a buddy of urs, someone who matters to u & whom u thot u matter to...

It's a LOW-BLOW (this time, G, THIS time, u went so low, u hit hell. No, I'm not gonna tell u to burn there. I'm not THAT mean.) No wait, a low-blow has to have some degree of truth in it, rite? Lemme see... when's the last time I was a blerdy SLUT...

I guess I look like someone who sleeps around, suck men off for money or free cos, wth, I'm craving sex, or I'm into freaky sex with strangers & the 1st thing I look at a men is his package & 1 thing I want to do is to screw any and every men on the street & hang myself up for fucking sale... hell, I dun even noe what do sluts do or think...



Sometimes, one has to learn when to SHUT UP when one dun have anything to say.
I've learnt mine. So go learn YOURS.

Bored.

Yes, I shd be bia-ing for my Physical Chemistry Of The Solid State & Interfaces paper tml evening but, like said, it's in the evening so what the heck...

Let's dig up some memories, shall we?
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AHA! Here's one from 2003 =) Boy, talk abt easy $$$... & this is one job not going into my resume.

Presenting CONFLUENCE: Superficial Party @ Centro


TADAH!!! Nursey Me... *so glad I kissed my rebonded-hair days goodbye... heeeeeLLLLooooo curls!*

JobDescription: Squirt syringe-loadfuls of lethal concoctions *courtesy of Remy Silver* into willing volunteers while shivering my ass off in that short thing they call a dress. (the Doctor *yes, we had one* had to help refill syringes... talk abt role reversal...)

JobDuration: 120mins *only... woohoo*

JobPerks: FREE drinks, perfume & clothes *sponsored by FutureState* (only got to keep that silly lil cap hahaha!)


TheCrew: Geraldine, Audrey, Vidhu & me aka The CherryGirls, The PostBoy & The Nurse.
(I'm not kidding abt e dress... *SexyNaughtyBitchy frm Dex's hp is ringing in my ears NOW, ohmygawd...*)

Overall, t'was pretty fun =)

Rite. Back to CM3232. What a bitch.

W328 didnt just have to throw a surprise during cell group meeting for my bdae, but they had to go thru mighty lengths to throw another one for me *plus presents this time OOOH!*

Thursday, 17th Feb, was memorable... partly cos I was too fogged up planning abt tests & revisions to notice the bdae song they were singing was for me hahaha! Sheesh, talk abt being sharp & observant =( Mavis made a bdae card that opens up to show a *gasp* MIRROR!!! Oh my gawd, u noe me so well, sista! *bimbotic hand flippin' action*

Well, Mei insisted on meeting me for dinner on Sat, 19th, & seeing it's such a LOOONG time since we meet up just to talk & not bearing to dampen her zealous spirit, I agreed... After a wonderful meal & yummy dessert, a waiter came up to me from behind w a voice sounding uncannily like ShengDa's.... ok, u get the drift =)


W328 @ Causeway Point's Swenson's
From right: Angela, ShuJuan, Jesmon, LiLing, GuanJie, ShengDa *in full-fledged waiter gear somemore FWAH!*, RongZhang, Eva & me... But wait... where's MEI!?!?!

AHA! The photographer aka Joanna Eliora Tay! Love ya lots Mei =) Thanks for going through all those plans just for me =) I really appreciate it =)

MUACKZ!!!(as u can see, I chose ORANGE cos that's ur hot colour of the moment muahaha! See ya later! =)

Mummy asked me what do I have in mind regarding my annual bdae dinner & being the nice daughter, I offered to whip up a storm but the 4 of them cringed back in horror & proclaimed NO so loudly, Yishun experienced another tremor from the sound waves reverberating.
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No, I'm kidding.... yes, abt the cringing & shouting part.
*HEY, I can make a decent meal ok!!! That's it, NO NICE, TOASTY HOME-COOKED MEAL for u laughing over there!!! I bet u've nvr seen flying fried rice b4.... & U nvr will cos mine's too good to waste on YOU! Hrumph*



Daddy & Mummy: The latter is now trying to get a smaller frame to suit her dress in time for my Commencement Ceremony while the former is just getting a bigger suit to fit his frame... & from the looks of our portion sizes @ Billy Bombers, it looks like we ALL have to change our clothing orders bwahahaha..... I'm not keyed up for that day half as much as they are thou... guess it's cos I'm the first kid they see through graduation =) ...

Anyway, Food's not bad, but the company's better =)

Ah bao & me: Illustration of how they(Bao & Xiang) see me @ home... Yesh, I'm actually the dramatic/act-cute/teh/pesky/noisy one @ home... & they let me get away w it hahaha! Being the only girlie does have its perks & advantages =)

Note: Ah Bao is called Ah Bao cos our fave Grandma calls him BaoBei... & knowing how ppl LOVE to shorten everyone's names, Ah Bao was thus born... Honestly speaking, he does look like a bao when young... & U BETTER HIT THE GYM WHILE U'RE AT IT OR U'LL LOOK LIKE ONE AGAIN!!! Bwahahahaha!!!

Ah Xiang & me: Illustration of how unoriginal my poses can be... Ppl used to *thank God that was in the past tense bwahahahaha* say we look alike...

OH YAH! Thank God he's sucha smarty-pants he managed to kio dio a 40GB iPOD from Mum AND salvaged my virus-infested comp w it... & thank God he noes what SHARING is bwahahaha.... Man, I can't WAIT for him to enter army heh heh *evil smirk*

I (Might) Wanna Be W Me...


Hi... Me again... Wasnt expecting a tag from PseudoDarling but guess it's pretty timely... cos we're talking abt IT just now. Well.... let's just say that we did q a bit of thinking & well, we'll see how again after the exams.... despite both of us wanting to resolve it now. Loads of things on my mind but I feel it wont be rite to share w u all here. Something between him & me only. But it sure feels good getting it off my chest & talking to him abt it. Guess I could say the same for him =)

Oh, here's the said song by PseudoDarling... unfortunately, I can't disagree with him: Scenario's a little like that... but... he means something to me (like duh)... & there's always something more I wished he'd say...

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

Chorus

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you That you wish you could be
He says all the right things At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

Chorus

But you'll just sit tight And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

Chorus

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you That you wish you could be
I say all the right things At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

Everything u want by Vertical Horizon

A guy crying out to a girl... Analogous to him & me?... Hmmm...

PS: Oh yah, PseudoDarling? U're rite... he does... *silly grin to self*

Later...

I (Don't) Wanna Be with Me...


Isnt it ironic how I always seem to blog the MOST during time when I'm LEAST free??? Yesh I cant stand myself sometimes either bleh =p

Anyway... haiz... I'm feeling pretty unsettled. So unsettled that I'm resorting to spilling it here *with a certain degree of self-constraint NOT to spill it ALL, I hope* in a 5min blog. Anyway, my bad, I prob shdnt have brought up that topic in the first place but somehow, one thing led to another & if I cant communicate w this person on THIS, then I dun noe who can I talk to abt it. After all, it concerns the 2 of us. & the exam time constrain pressing on us is not helping either...

Rite. Here's me, all swingin' single, surrounded w love from frens I care abt & family I'll lay my life down for any day of the week. What more can a girl ask for? Then comes this person unexpectedly into my life, someone who seems to be looking for the qualities I'm looking for in Mr Right... really really REAAALY essentially, someone I can talk to w no inhibitions. Of course, being funny, eloquent, loyal, filial, gentle & caring are the side-dishes I get without asking for *gawd my analogies are... well... kinda reminding me of him hahahaha... sheesh*

I start to wonder if I've the capacity to make this person happy. Trust me, it's one thing to provide emotional support to someone & another to meet ALL of that person's expectations, on top of being yourself *the good points, of course* & changing the Ugly Jean for the better. & no, it's not fair that one shd ask for traits in a person, without looking deep into oneself & wondering if one makes up to one's OWN mark...

Time passed & I realize a side of myself I hate but which just comes hurtling out b4 I can take back those words, take back that attitude, take back that side I thot I banished for good. So wrong, Jean... so wrong...

Still changing... If I dislike myself, how can I ask of someone to like me? If I can't make someone happy, how can I ask of someone to make me happy?...

I can't help but wonder if he has changed how he feels abt me. & no, it's not a trick question, BN, it's not. Just wondering, s'all...

Sigh... feeling sickly physically & emotionally... Sigh... I'd hate to disappoint him... Esp, him...

It's REAAALLLY annoying when the only times I bothered to drag my digicam to sch are the times when everyone else is not in a photographing mood ('''-_-)

"Wah lau eh, I today wear until so lok-kok wan me to take pik-cher?!?! Do wan lah!"

"Haaaaaaaaaa *slightly whiny tone* bu yao la! Jing tian you ze me duo pimple... bu hao kan lah. Gai tian ok?" *subject flounces off*

*& no, contrary to belief that I've chao ah bengs & ah lians for frens, they're pretty decent, this lot. Ang moh not THAT powder-hoo only. We shd launch a Speak Chemistry campaign headed by Uncle Ow w his infamous analogies to the chemical world bwahahaha!


Suddenly feel like telling them, "Hey guess wat?!?! Let's go wild, take off our shoes on Commencement day & take photo in our graduating gowns so we'll ALL LOOK LIKE HOBBITS??!?! On boh!?!?! STEADY LAH!!!"

Then we can have "The Revenge of the Chemists" bwahahaha.... okok I'm bored... Oh sheesh, u can tell?!?!?! ('''-_-)


Anyway here's a pic of Qi-Ge, GW & me @ the Sci Canteen =) Have fun wasting time wondering if Yuqi's smiling/trying-not-to-sneeze/sleeping... Of course, picture's courtesy of Randall Tan Weiguang's camera again...

Randall: *muffled voice behind camera... is he kissing that thing or what!?!?* Eh, change pose leh u 3!

Three of us: *looks at one another* Pose se mo ah.....

Randall the Pseudo*I already said PSEUDO ah!*Voyeur: *silently snapping away*



Yups, applaude all u want... I've like the greatest creativity when it comes to shots... of course, how can I compare to that Pseudo-Shu-Nu *no, he's straight... & no, he doesn't behave like this all the time, thanks for ur concern* on my left... hahahaha.... MY LEFT not YOUR LEFT hor... then again, like it makes a lot of difference muahahah! OOps, that's a LOW blow... *sorry Uncle Ow =p*...

Ok, picture says a thousand words, rite?

Let's summarize by looking @ MY expression, cringing @ YUQI's EXPRESSION & well, laughing @ Uncle Ow's... What can I say, he's TOTALLY enjoying it hahahahaha!


*sneeze* Tired & bored & I'm not falling sick!!! Not again!!!

Later.

Say HELLO to Batch 1!!!... Gave 2 Sapphires *the ones w the grey coat & white belly* away to Sara & Stephie & here remains 2 more w a winter white... & yesh, they're PIGs. Me think of getting a bigger food bowl when they're older since they like to squeeze so much... then again I can always let them dangling their asses out.

Hmmm... wonder how the ones I sold are doing now... Anyway, remember the ones I photographed in their hamster house... well here they are....

& YESH we're ONE WEEK OLD!!! hahaha.... Taken last week.... I'm starting to think they're PIGs in their former lives... eat/sleep/shit so much.. diaoz.

But cute, nevertheless heehee =)
Batch 3's colourings are starting to show now... I wonder what combi this time...

TADAH!!!! Yupz these are the 5 lil ones 1 week later *today* heh heh...
Anyway, placed them in a box so I can take the shots more clearly on my table...

Hmmm.... 4 winter whites + 1 sapphire... Batch 2: 2 winter whites + 3 sapphires... Batch 1: 1 winter white + 4 sapphires... Kinda reminds me of those recessive gene-dominant gene chapter in sec 4 bio (expt w peas or something) Wonder what will Batch FOUR produce hahahah!!! No, nobody will noe cos that's NOT GONNA HAPPEN!

Noe y? Well, I let Ah Pui out w Rody the 2nd to run ard & stretch their legs and... well... *cough* the usual stuff happened:

1. guy chase girl ard balcony
2. girl tries to hide her rear from guy
3. guy clambered onto girl..............

ONLY THIS TIME, girl turned ard & BITCH-SLAPPED BACK at guy~!~!~! WHOA!!! Furious Hamtaro action !

I was so impressed with her cattiness *excuse the analogy* I gave her an extra hamster treat.... Hope I'm not encouraging any domestic violence in domestic pets. You go girl!!! Woohoo!!!

Zzz... My heart completely melted when this cutie slept while licking my palm halfway hahaha!
Either my hand is too boring for its taste (yesh IT cos I STILL dun noe how to sex my hamsters) or it's too salty ("'-_-)......

Cant bear to place it down & disturb it so ended up taking like 30 over shots of this lil fella from EVERY ANGLE IMAGINABLE... Yesh even that twisted hand shot of the 5 at 1 week old...
Sigh... the lengths I go to photographing them... Unfortunately the same cant be said of my studies bleh...

Awww... talk abt the lil ones being together since mummy's womb...yupz the one in the bottom left away from the litter was the one I carried... Pian Xin I noe I noe... bleh

Shit... a bond was forged, relationships have been built... I BETTER NOT CRY again WHEN I HAVE TO SELL THEM... ARGH!

Better get back to work. Adios ppl!
*exits with dramatic flair*

Oh sheesh... I just realized I've got a sexyblogger pose hiding somewhere in my BohLiao folder. Here goes...
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*forehead slap* I'm suuuch a poser... yuck. Yes, that pic was taken on a boring day when I just got my digicam... Hmmm, it shd be renamed the ActCute pose huh... *shudder*

Excuse my Blondie moment there *oh yah, Weiguang aka Stealer-of-my-future-son's-name has taken to calling me that everytime I make a teeny weenie mistake in speech... & the list extends to Bimbo, Bitch, Babe... Such loving memories of NUS days sheesh*

You scored as Cartilage Piercing. You could probably be described as a little edgy but basically nice. Good for you for being a complete poser. You're probably a little art kid too. Woo freakity hoo. Cartilage Piercing 100% Earlobe Piercing 80% Tongue Piercing 80% Nose Piercing 80% Nipples 80% Labret Piercing 80% Belly Button Piercing 70% Lip Piercing 50% Dirty Piercings 50% What Piercing Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

I have 2 cartilage & 4 earlobe piercings. So what's new? Oh for the definition of labret, click on the word. While the idea of violating ur nether regions totally disgusts me, I wonder y didnt they feature eyebrow piercing... Now THAT I'll dig *sheepish grin*

Right. I DID say I'm not gonna procrastinate but I just cant HELP but read Princess Steph's blog *thanks to TF* & I came across this...


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
How retarded can u get!!!

HAHAHAHAH shit I cant stop laughing bwahahahaa.... XIAOHUI!!! argh!!! hahaha

Anyway, SanFranHam, this is for YOU! Let's take shots like these when u come back so we can flash it on msn bwahahaha....

I noe I noe, boh liao but... but.... BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!

And the fever of animated MSN icons continues...

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I wonder how much time I just wasted typing those lines...

(Note to self: I seriously need to add more stuff to this barren spot.... sigh... aft exams that is...)

Here's everyone's fave lil siao char-boh, Rachael, w the latest lil siao-gao, Siew Kee hahaaha

I must applaud Rach's control of her urge to scamper away... SiewKee apparently chased her ard the house since she's the smallest & the poor dear was screaming her head off for help... like that's gonna help with all the adults laughing ("'-_-)

Fast as a lightning... she defies the shutter speed...

UGH... Dun lick my mascara away!!! *cringes away*

Me: U slimy dog...
SiewKee: U crazy bitch...

(erm... look who's taaalllkiiiiing..)

Dog-tired... literally hahahaha.... awww... poor thing *flurry of kisses*
Sweet doggie dreams, BaoBei!

& yesh... THIS is the reason I'm forced to sell Batch 2... sniff sniff... I was totally xian ji pua when I received an sms frm Mum saying tt I've "5 more to my collection"... WHY CAN'T AH PUI STOP SCREWING AROUND?!?!?!?!
Anyway, finally had the last straw... I decided to sell their older siblings to the pet shop @ Yishun Central for $3 each *not tt I could argue w the price, seeing how the place was already infested w winter-whites, black-bears, pearl-whites, roborovskis & such... *

& yes, in case u're wondering y didnt I separate the breeding pair horny male & reluctant female & quit complaining, I did. In fact, I'm starting to think Rody the 2nd's a living sperm bank.

*slaps forehead*

Right. On to the pet shop...

Bye sweeties... Mummy'll always remember u. Make sure the lil boy/girl who's gonna beg his/her mummy/daddy to buy u is a RESPONSIBLE & CARING owner okie? If not, just BITE it (cos whoever they are, they're not worthy to be called humans bleh) & if need be, HOLD ON muahahaha... Be good, dun eat too much *they wont feed u enough anyway, those misers* & very imptly, dun screw one another... or ur kids'll see HamtaroHeaven b4 u... *sniff*

1 more lingering look & I'm outta there... sigh... xim tia...
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This means I've got an extra cage... which means.. which means... *gasp* I shdnt have sacrificed Rody in the 1st place!!! ARGH!!! Just thinking abt it makes my heart ache... sorry Kakak =( Didnt mean to put u thru that traumatizing experience...

Forgive me, Rody... I promise not to repeat that again. Promise.

R.I.P.

Courtesy of Randall Tan's cute lil digicam =) Seeing Uncle Ow (left) adopt that pose is so ironic HAHAHA... Btw Randall, my bro loves that STONED shirt u had on... OH YAH!!! U have yet to send me that voice clip u recorded! Send send send!!! teehee...

Grrr... back to studies.

Later.