FAITHOk, now THIS feels foreign to me... Typing an entry on my blog hah. Sorry to all who're rewarded w disappointment/more boredom on encountering w my un-updated blog. Been
kinda really busy lately.
Really shd be gettin' on w preparation for my TWO short-report expts due on Tuesday & Wednesday tml (heard they give the average student hell), studying for my GEM2507 midterm on Friday & on top of that, call Mei & Jiayi to discuss, plan & make the welcome gifts for Benny Hinn's healing conference AND Easter. & no, I haven been a good student lately. Having already kissed my Solid State test goodbye on its way to the shredder, I've yet to move this getting-fatter ass of mine to start on my general revision for Biomolecules & Solid State. Sheesh, wassup w me this sem man... Jean, u shd REALLY go buck up... This sucks =(
Loads of stuff has been happenin' to the cell group, what with ppl dealing w their issues, resolving others' problems & sacrificing time for them, with the handful of us having to maintain that atmosphere of
faith everytime for service, cgms & conferences.
Somehow, something moved in my spirit that spurred me to really take that initiative to do something for the cell group, by being there for them & lending quiet support. & I've nvr been happier =) For the past few weeks, things might have seemed to improve but hey! We're still ard =) & who says things are gonna stay this way for long?!?! =p
Sister Eva msged me b4 leaving for HK that nite that she "felt in her spirit that she
needed to talk to me". Man, u have NO IDEA how kan cheong that made me hahaha... so yea, add that to the growing list of things on my mind... Anyway, we finally talked last nite aft svc. She was apparently concerned cos we dun talk much & she wanted to know how I was handling, what w my sch work, going for church stuff & family & didnt want me to burn out (so sweet rite! heehee).
Shared w her abt how happy I am & yea, tt really it's just
faith that our prayers will be answered and that the Lord will be watching over and blessing Gershon's mum and other ppl who've been hurt, that is keeping me going & smiling =) HIGH time I take that step foward anyway =p Shared w her abt how I feel for the cell group & how compelled I was to do something for them, instead of sitting at the sideline waiting to be served. I might not reach Melvin's std (yeps, he still tops the list) on loving ppl but I'm glad that I'm being more initiative... & it's gonna stay that way =)
I used to ask myself this question: If trials & tribulations make one stronger spiritually everytime he/she overcomes that situation & experiences a breakthrough, how about those who're not going through any? What is God's plan for the rest of us seemingly warming that bench? Or are we less important to Him?
Here are my answers. Comments, Mei? =)
1. The Lord wants us to wait for further instructions. Not in vain, but with
faith. His plan for us will never be revealed unless we show Him that we're willing to wait on Him. Mayb we're not ready to handle what He is about to throw to us, mayb He just wants to test our
faith =)
2. Being confident means u're sure of who u are in the Lord =) & that u know that u know that u're nvr forgotten by Him and always important to Him. That u know no matter what questions (not doubts) are being asked, u noe that u can answer them w an attitude of
faith because u put your trust in the Lord who loves u wholeheartedly.
Well, whatever answer that might be, only God will know. As for me now, I'm contented to just be a quiet & patient servant waiting on Him & loving ppl, Christians & non-Christians, whole-heartedly... cos God is EXACTLY like that. Wonderful, issnt it?
Man... I cant WAIT for Benny Hinn's healing conference. I bet it's gonna be explosive & tt ppl will leave with renewed
faith & excitement for the Lord as their lives are transformed.
'Kay, gtg. Have to catch up w my Daily Devotions. I'll see ya all around =)
GOD BLESS & HAVE A FANTASTIC MARCH, EVERYONE!!!*flurry of kisses*
Jeanie
