Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:09 am
Funny how sometimes, the most jovial, bubbly, seemingly carefree people around us are the most complicated & angst-filled ones... A cliche? A hasty generalization? Mayb all they need is hope...?
Things happening around me now... Shd I channel them into a learning experience? Or are they simply a reflection of what my life used to be? Feels strange... yet familiar @ the same time... How I feel a fren's pain, yet distance myself from it... How I can recognise that hope she/he has.... The pain of keeping it and reminding oneself to never stop believing in dreams... U can almost taste that note of desperation... A familiar, bittersweet feeling that can get all too real for comfort... Hope, u noe u MUST hold onto... Or suffer the unleashing of emotions so great, u dont noe what/how to feel anymore after that... Sounds familiar?
A poem by a fren... something that made my heart ache, everytime I remember the day he told me they're not together anymore...
Sometimes u make me happy,
Sometimes u make me sad,
Sometimes i feel,
Ure a gal i cld nvr have had,
But den still,
It was thru fate we met,
So nvr think,
Ure just someone i just grabbed.
From e day i promised to give my all,
I made a promise to God,
I prayed in my heart,
Tat shld things work out,
Forsake him i will not.
You are e cloud i ride,
Without u i ll fall down flat.
The things u do for me,
Nvr cease to amaze me.
But somethings u say to me,
Pierce right thru me.
So i remind myself tat u love me,
And tat is all i can ask for.
Lemme love u like no one cld,
Hold u like no one will,
Let us snuggle frm dawn till dusk,
Lose ourselves in tis world we call our own.
Nvr again shall we be lost,
Lost sheep are names we ll nvr be called,
Cos we are one,
and one are we.
Hands held tight,
Swung to our pace.
Sit on e bench,
With wind in our face .
Nvr wantin to leave tat place...
I pray for strength in you, brother. Take care & God Bless...
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