~White Orchids~
Took my breath away... sometimes, especially when u're feeling dead, all u need is a wakeup call by the beautiful things God has created.
The wonderment of it all...

Sometimes I wonder if I'm as translucent as this flower... a person whom ppl can see right through...

NUS's LT30 is inhumanely, unGodly COLD... Just check out my fren's PURPLE fingernails & my (surprisingly) pink ones... The power of my Adidas jacket... whoa...

Mei & me!!! Heehee... One pic a day keeps da blues away!!!

Right now, I'm supposed to be doing a paper abt the *ahem* determination of Pb in human bones using X-Ray Fluorescence... Cheem rite... *smug look* Actually it just involves paraphrasing & summarizing 10 over articles in 10 pages. Alan Szeto can b darn boh-liao man... This better b worth my time.
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Just finished my organic retest. Phew. At least I can safely say I dun feel helpless trying to cleave & synthesize those darn molecules. & I better get 100% >90% this time round man... (no, despite that amt of optimism, 100% is still impossible @ this stage. Thou I do realise that w God, all things are possible =P ) And that eagerness @ doing organic probs is BACK!!! CM2121 & CM3221, let's all embrace!!! Woohoo!!!

CM3241 sucks TO DA MAX, haven exactly started revision on PH2110, CM3291 is equally chia lat & GEK2501 is pure memory baby... My CAP this sem aint lookin' too good... crapz.
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Well, since I'm here AND Mr Ground.state (yes, how original.. stability & all that crap) & I happened to be talking online now abt tests *yawn gawd so interesting*, I figure I'll comment on the latest un-happening events taking place in my non-existent-oh-so-bored-to-tears lurvelife. (actually, I'm just in a typing mood hahaha... YIH keyboard nice to type on *omg how more loser can I get...*)

Right now, there're 2 ways of looking at it: either he's really not interested or he's trying not to let me think he's interested. The latter seemed well, more optimistic (?) than the former, I guess. But oh well, I'll stick to the former anyway... Strangely, I feel that capacity to feel for a guy in that way diminishing & slowly disappearing... Just not ready + cant be bothered + closely guarding my heavily-scarred, plastered, mended heart, I guess. Verdict: I'll STILL have to let God decide who's that guy. Therefore, don't bother. Let's all be merry & leave #$%@ NUS w long-lasting frenships *bright & cheery grinz* After all, miracles appear because u least expect them to =)
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Cant wait for the exams to be over... *flicking the plasticky foam flip-flop keychain Sentosa sent... wondering if it'll ever find its other half*

Really should start considering wat ministry to join... Dance is, unfortunately, saturated & I'm not too keen on any others... Kinda like choosing a CCA but this time, there's a greater purpose in doing so =) Melvin suggested drama *stop snickering @ the back, you!* & *loud gasp* counselling. Phengz... I'll prob dish out the wrong advice. *Imagine God shaking His head from the Heavens above*
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Ok... time to log off... *yawn* (pardon the Myojo-mee clickings hahaha)

Haven been updating for long since:

1. My memory sucks nowadays (NOT GOOD when u're supposed to memorise all those reagents & crap stuff for close-book exams =( )
2. Spare time is spent on more church-related activities & more sch work. What a fine example of a no-life NUS undergrad... *groan*. Think I'm more Science than ever... BUUUT HEY!!! Chemistry majors are The Coolest!!! ROCK ON people!!! *haiz... cant wait for the next Chem outing man... Dex, Guang, let's organise & get one going b4 EVERYONE start going overseas yeah? Heehee *bright bright grin*
3. Tests, lab reports & the upcoming exams are putting a seriously dark cloud in the horizon... *dull dull look*
4. I'm sick & tired of dealing w persecution in the form of my lao bu. Yet I dun wan to miss svc. & I'm proud to be a Christian. Haiz...

Ok that pretty much sums it all up. Just downed a Spinelli cappucino from Science *gasp! I ACTUALLY patronise that canteen!* Alert but not fully charged thou...... Wait... I'm not making any sense, aint I? There's goes my Logic too... Hallelujah. *stoned look*

Oooh... There's something that deviated from the mundanity of studying: My first & only date w a certain someone this sem *smile* (One only?!?! Jean! Ni3 bian4 guai1 le1!!!) . But that one's like... Hmmm... a few factors standing in our way of getting to know each other better lah, the first of which is STUDIES!!! AGAIN!!! & NO TIME!!! yet AGAIN!!! Elaboration of factors another day lah. *gawd I almost sound like a fourteen yr old having a crush on someone*

(FYI, Hikaru, he is this really nice, decent, family-oriented guy who knows his priorities & is someone I can talk to abt stuff *VERY important* hahhaah... sheesh. & he makes me laugh too! Haha! sheesh I better stop) But so far so good... man man lai... which equates to nothing happening =P

Right now, I just need to increase my CAP... SERIOUSLY.

God, help me. Haiz...

Later frens. Me go pray & study first.