Stayed overnite @ YIH to rush my report. I'm so gonna get it done by tml man... Damn organic compounds.

Anyway, Excited.state accompanied me frm abt 12am onwards. Nothing happened, which is grt. & nothing stirred inside me... which is even better. So I can safely conclude that I'm mended now yeah =)

Dun really know y he cared to share w me abt it but he told me something that he did wrong which I did too, something we both regret but in his case, it's a bigger screwup... a bigger sin, shd I say? So we're all human. Christians sin @ that level too. & I was shocked. Wait, stunned's more the word. & he's been thru that TWICE... & I thot he's so obsessed w that whole ******* issue.

So I figured y hide & shared w him too. Kinda explained y I didnt tell him b4, what w the "we're kinda together" thingy last time. & he was like, it's ok, he rather I be honest w him abt it than try to hide it. Which is true. Dun see the whole point of hiding. Got nothin' to hide.

Guess I really dun noe him well enough to realise that he's not that petty, selfish & unreasonable abt this whole issue. We all sin @ some time or other... & yes, I noe it's no excuse still.

Ok onward to being a more faithful, more fruitful Christian living her life for God.
I'm so gonna get my act together this sem, be happy, think smart, act blur(suggested by Qi-Ge). As for men... well... not at the moment. Got more impt priorities to set right.

All of a sudden, I feel so much at ease w myself. None of that self-deprecating crap like that last entry, none of that insecurity, none of that unhappiness. Yearnings will pass, joy will take its place. Man I'm good at this "moving on" thing =P

Ok World, here I come!~!~!