Here's a quote from a dear fren of mine. Thanks JIE MEI!!! U're a sweetie *muak*!!!
GOD DOES guide us...
in miraculous ways tat we cant decipher n somtimes not tru very apparent
ways
He give us e courage tat we tot was not ther
he teaches us important lessons in life
for tis thingy its all abt communication..
communication is damn impt in any kind of relationships..
a galleon of self-analysis canot beat an ounce of confession
he made me learn more abt myself
tat i'm braver than i tink i m
tat i shld b more honest w myself
he made me realise how DARlings me frens are..
drew me closer to my sis(talked to her alot durin those times)
made me realise that no matter how hard we try to control our lives
WE WILL STILL FLOP
u see in tis case of mine...i always tink tat e time was not rite to bring
up n talk it out..
he refers to god
Angelia--seeks identity in toughness but it's softness that attracts says:
i shld wait n see how things go..its always like tt....
not noe-in tat e procrastination is detrimental to everything
i tried to control so much of wats rite n wats rong tat EVRYTIN WENT WORNG!!
lord made me INTERNALISE wat everbdy noes
tat e world is not fair, loaded w evils, never as idealistic as we want it
to be
BUT.....
tatt dont mean we cant hope...
bein hopeful is different from bein ideal
bein hopeful is different from bein idealistic..
w hope..we are conscious of e imperfections
n tru imperfections we noe e true value of perfections
so tat we can treasure it more
so that we can love god more
(god is perfect!!!)
so yes...we will commit wrongs...we will do stupid things...
we will grow white hair...get infested w pimples....grow fat n
unhealthy...look ugly...
hate people...get hated...
we judge others...
we get judged...
we control...we get controlled..
we get happy we get sad...
we feel blessed we feel unblessed..
we r timid til we realise we r brave
we jus cant always LOOK ON E BRIGHT SIDE n everythiin is solved
somtimes we just noe wat life's all abt...somtimes we feel its damn
meaningless..
doesnt mean tat wat i say now will get stuck in my head n heart forever..
doesnt mean tat i have gained enlightenment..
i noe i WILL STILL GET HURT (so does eveyrbdy...haha...)
i WILL LOSE FAITH in God
i will still hate him somtimes in e future
tats why i ALWAYS CHERISH the times wen i do hav faith in him
wen i love him
n i pray for forgiveness for e past present n future..
noe-in tat i wil be forgiven n thus feel damn grateful
tru his grace n tis awe of gratefulness
i will try to do e right things tat he wans us to
but somtimes i try too much
i do wrong tings
or wrong tings happen to me..
but i m proud to say it now tat i KNOW TAT GOD WILL ALWAYS GUIDE US
n i pray that that conviction,tat belief, tat faith
will always stay in me (n in u all) forever n ever...CONTINUOUSLY
AMEN