Sometimes u feel that u have issues
Then, come to think abt it, it's cos of something, someone, whatever, whoever
Not your average "it's my problem" kinda thing
Ever felt a sense of helplessness & a certain degree of melancholy abt it?

Cried on Monday after coming home frm the paper (which I literally smoked my way thru)
Just imagine the entire script going up in flames... bye bye GEM2007 Political Economy Of Housing
Issues w their probable consequences building up within me
Shocked me for a while w how I'd conveniently push these thots at the back of my head
Only to have them coming back in one huge rush to wallop me
when I least expect them to
wth...

One of the issues, I'm more concerned with the fundamental sense of well-being
The state of being happy
Of which I'm not.
Not now.
& probably, from what I can see if things go on this way, not anytime near in the future.
I'm not talking abt being carefree
Cos u nvr will be, technically speaking

Prob thinking too much
Back to work


Later