Life sucks. I mean REALLY REALLY... it's so hard to be optimistic abt life. God... haiz.... I dun even noe wat to tell u man. U noe how I feel abt things, without me even telling u I noe, how confused I am abt matters now, esp those regarding Xiao Mei & Ernest. Heck Ernest lah, God, just give my xiao mei some direction pls? Send her a few angels down her way & make her see that things will definitely come her way . I noe U prob wont make it easy for her & she'll have to learn stuff along the way. But still... go easy on her please? On my behalf okie? heehee... haiz
Shit. Been crying these few days. So tired.
Party's next week. & I'm not exactly looking forward to it. It seems like a day when I'll just throw a party for everyone to enjoy & I myself wont enjoy it. Haiz... mayb I"m just getting weirder & weirder by the minute. Shit, I prob need a shrink. Hikaru, hand me the no. of your psychatrist can? Kidding.... haha... hell wat am I laughing for? It's not even funny.
One of my angels just handled a breakup pretty well. Sounds familiar, then again, my mind seems to have conveniently forgotten wat happened in my past relationships. Watever.
Mayb I shd go lost my mind in my Organic Chem.