I miss him............ My hamster I mean. Screw those other 2 COLDBLOODED creatures... They dont deserve to live... haiz... Anger dont resolve anything, do they? Sorry just bitching.

Wearing the cross now... The one Ernest got me? It's like... I dun noe man... pretty nonchalant abt it. Tired lately...

Martin, when r we meeting for mudpie & tiramisu? Missed hanging out w ya...

HIKARU!!! How've u been? Missed u so much grl... sorry I cant chat for long that day. Rushing the darn reports... Hope things r well w your bf/ex...

Xiao Mei! Whoa finally will see u again, ever since my bdae that day we haven been meeting up... Must be rushing your projects & discussions blah blah blah rite?...

F man I think I better get my work done. The perks of tuitioning kids? The rush of knowing u presented your "teachings" (Gawd... this kinda sentence structuring & I call myself an English Tutor...) well & eloquently w confidence... Weird... But that seems to be the only thing ard that's feeding my confidence level... Haha... What nonsense I'm talking abt... Anyway this entry's for all u out there who're as bored as me...

(& no, in case anyone of u think I"m depressed, I'm SOOO not =P
Dont take the CrYiNgDeviL shit seriously. It's just a nick. Chill yah. Then again I'm not gonna come up w some "ejoicingdevil"shit as well.)

Oh yah just watched a snippet of the bdae video footage... Just felt I look ugly. Pictures tell a thousand words, dont they? Maybe I'm this "ugly" when someone caught me unaware... How I hold myself...it's like... I dont know. I dont like that side of me... Perhaps this is wat Eugene mean (which aint mean I"m gonna take that MCP-jerk-egoistical-lousy-excuse-for-a-man seriously) Perhaps this is wat we both saw, him a few mths ago, me just a week ago. Bottom line is: I just dont love myself that much... perhaps that's y I don't bother myself w finding a guy? Sorry just bored. Thinking too far & too much abt being a bachelorette.

Ignore me.