Just remembered something he said. Abt how he's always finding all the problems & wont go looking for the solutions. Abt how sick & tired he is of being the one being dumped.
Does this mean he's the super super pessimistic sort?
I mean, I already felt Eugene is like that. He seems to be someone who needs a lot of encouragement in relationships, esp in times when he's feeling very pessimistic.
Hey it's not that I'm afraid that I cant give that encouragement. I feel that I've changed for the better now. At least more sensitive so that I can detect if something is wrong & I noe I'm more willing to take that initiative to sort things out. & wat's more, I noe that in future, when I find that something's wrong, I'm gonna STR8ten everything out w my future bf abt it.
Anyway, conclusion: He's not the one? I really dont know lah. Really dont know.
It's not fair to compare ANYTHING at all. I mean I cant possibly expect the same kinda instantaneous chemistry to happen (it didnt lah)
But issit childish to want love to struck oneself unexpectedly? I'm not talking abt love @ 1st sight here; more like loving someone without even noeing that u do.
tbc