Told Zhiming I felt very blessed... I've frens ard me, there's nothing I lack (& material possessions have taken a backseat)
I don't even want the digicam THAT badly...
Anyway after that went back home, online. Chatted w Martin. Talking to him kinda bring back memories abt Eugene & me (he's going thru the same shit as me)
Went to Charmaine's party. I MISS HER SOOO DAMN MUCH!!! I always feel a sense of loss whenever I was feeling down during JC & she's not there. & sometimes I wonder if she's ok w her life. Seems like we've been going thru some shit yeah grl? Anyway Charmaine baby, if U're reading this, U noe U can ALWAYS count on me k? Not msging u & stuff aint mean I dont care or dont bother (it means I'm bz & lazy hahaha) But yeah I'm making a conscious effort to make sure those dearest to me (& others) noe they're being appreciated & that I'm here for them... just like how they're there for me =) LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Anyway, there're like so many frens there man... Only noe Nick. Let's see now, there's Sylvia, Wayne, Nick, Nicky, her other half, Eileen, Broderick, Stef, Midge & 2 more grls. It's great to see her surrounded by her family. I can feel the luv man. Amazing. No animosity or anything. Girls... =)