Saw Charlene today... told her abt the latest updates... Said I'm so much better off without him... which I now strongly feel... I mean, I REALLY FEEL SO! & the thing is, I dun think we can ever become good frens, looking at how things r like now... or even if we're looking at the future...
It's not that I dun have faith in him,
It's jus that he DOESN'T want me to have faith in us.
Wat's a grl gotta do? I dun mind waiting... but then again, I'm not stupid.
How long is he gonna take to change, if he even recognises his faults? If it's FUNDAMENTALLY him, then FORGET IT! Wake up man... that's you! If ur best fren is the only one to make u recognise ur faults & if he missed some, then watcha gonna do? Stay the sh*thole U're now?
Been asking myself alot of questions the last week
But THIS is enuff to let me have a peace of mind, that
"it's impossible between us"