Hikaru is leaving NUS for greener (sounds promising) pastures in NIE. I'm having prob trying for mods & getting them NOT to clash (fucked-up NUS... NUS SUX!!!) Suddenly, everyone ard me seems to be getting attached. I'm so not looking forward to V-day next year. I'm gonna be stuck seeing him for the REMAINDER of the sems in NUS. To make matters worse, the more I talk to him, the more this hatred seem to grow...
Still cant shake off how disappointed I am in him, still cant forget the hurt that he brought me. Frens said I still like him. DO I? I seriously think not, really.
The one thing I'm confirmed abt in the midst of all this mess, is that he's not worth it, not worth my time, my efforts & totally unappreciative of wat I do for him. Even if I wanted to do something as a fren for him, he'll simply misconscrue it as something negative or something that makes me seem like I'm giving hidden hints abt my feelings for him.
NOT going to send that msg below to him already. Dont need to feed his ego now, do we? To a man who thinks that he's worthy of ANYONE.
Go screw yourself man.